[OS] Jealousy

Story by: Kira
Translated & Edited by: Inchan
Pair: AtsuYuu

Yuko’s POV

“Nyan-nya~n!! Your thighs…smell good as usual…”
I’m rubbing my cheeks on her thighs.

 

“Stop it, you pervert old man!”

Nyan-nyan yelled at me
but she’s not scary at all.

It’s rather cute.

 

I keep attaching myself to her who is playing game.
I’m doing some abnormal things to her. Repeatedly.

 

“…”

I can feel someone’s presence behind me.

“Hm? Oooh! Acchan, it’s you!!”

It was Acchan who came back from a different work.
I felt so happy that I could finally see her,
so I jumped at her.

“Ugh… Yu-… I can’t breathe…”

 

“Whoops, sorry. It was unintentional.”

I’m hugging her too tight that makes her in pain. I loosen my arms strength.

 

“Get off.”
“Huh? W-Why?”

“No particular reason…”

Acchan walked briskly to Mari-chan’s spot.

 

Did…I do something wrong?

I feel that Acchan hates me…
But we were together…as usual yesterday.

“You don’t get it, Yuu-chan?”
“Get what?”

“How is Acchan feeling now?”
“…”

“Yuu-chan, what do you think if Acchan is flirting with other girls?”

“Of course…I don’t want her to do that.”
“That’s it. Go and apologize to her~”

 

Don’t tell me that Acchan is…jealous?
Is that possible?

More importantly,
Nyan-nyan is actually sharp at this thing.
Well done, Nyan-nyan!

“Thanks, Nyan-nyan!”

I dashed bewilderedly to where Acchan is.

 

I can feel a dark aura from her.
It’s…scary!

Mari-chan noticed that I’m approaching them.
She said “It’s okay” in lip-sync.
She left us smiling.

 

Fuuh…
“Acchan… I’m sorry.”

“…”
SHE’S IGNORING MEEEEEE!!!
Oshima-san might cry because of this…

I raised my voice pitch like a brat and started crying.
Acchan started crying too.

“The one who really wants to cry is…me…
It’s your fault…
It’s because…you…you were flirting with Nyan-nyan…”

 

I made Acchan cried.
I drew back my tears by wiping them.

Wait a minute.
Is it…jealousy? For real?
I can’t stop grinning inside.

Acchan is biting her lower lips with teary eyes. That’s just…too cute!
She even felt jealous because of me.
Acchan, you’re so lovely!

I kissed and hugged her tightly.

“I’m sorry… I’m really sorry, Acchan.”

Knowing that I made a princess burned in jealousy,
I feel so blessed. Really.

From now on,
at least once or twice,
I’ll let her jealous again.

–End

[Fanfic] Atsumina ~Stairway to Adulthood~ Chapter 12 Part 5

AtsuMina ~Stairway to Adulthood~

Chapter 12 – It’s Because I Love You…

Part 5

Minami’s POV

I got out from Maeda’s house.

Today is the first time that both of us are having conversation.

 

“Minami” “Atsuko”

“Oh, you go on first.” “Minami, you can go first.”

“……” “……”

“…say, I’m sorry. About some other day before…”
“Huh?”
“Your cheek. I slapped it, remember?”
“…oh, that. It’s okay…”
“I’m the lowest. I’m really sorry, Atsuko…”
“I said it’s okay. I feel so happy today anyway.”
“Huh?”
“You said that you’ll make me happy.”
“Oh…//”
“…I’m so happy.”

She sneezed.

“Are you feeling cold? Go on inside!”
“…I still want to be with Minami.”
“……okay.”

I took off my coat
and put it on her shoulders.

“Minami, have a seat.”

I sit next to her on the tile in front of the entrance way.
We put my coat on our shoulders.

“…it’s warm, isn’t it?”
“Yeah…”

Both of us initiatively
kissed each other.

Atsuko
when you get to be an actress,
you’ll be kissing with someone else…
Right?

“Even so, it’s only you.”
“What?”

“An answer to your thought…just now.”
“Huh? How did you know it?”

“Fufufu~ I knew it.”
“…dammit//”

“But…you don’t like it, do you?”
“…well, yeah.”

“It’s because you can’t be an actress if you’re worried about a kissing scene.”

Atsuko is inhaling deeply.

 

“And if I became one…I only love you, Minami.”

“Atsuko.”
“Hm?”

“Let’s kiss…once again.”
“…hm//”

 

While doing a long kiss.
I made a decision to support her.

But behind that decision,
an unbearable desire is controlling me.

I can see her being in relief.

 

To be honest, I wanted to keep in in a hamper forever.

—————————–To be continued—————————–

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Chapter 12 – It’s Because I Love You…

Part 4

Atsuko’s POV

“Atsuko? The meal is ready! Atsuko?”

Knock, knock, knock.

Mama keeps on knocking my room but
I keep on ignoring it.

“Even if you continue on confining yourself there, you’ll go nowhere, you know? Let’s have a talk about it.”
“Even if we talked, I would go nowhere neither.”

Or so I said that.

I even hate myself for being quibbled silently and childishly.
But…

I don’t know how to negotiate with my parents?

 

Ding-dong

Looks like someone is coming.
I can heard Mama’s step downward the stairs.

Haa…

I’m sitting on a chair and lay my head down on the desk.

 

“……-ease! Please let her chase her dream!!”

 

……Minami?

I quietly come out from my room and
eavesdropping the voices from downstair.

“I think you’re not being yourself. Try to be composure and ease yourself.”
“Huh?”
“No! I didn’t give her a permission, she is just being persistence.”

…Papa.
It’s not like that.

“…plus, I don’t want to let her step into that kind of world.”
“I truly understand that you’re worried, but-”
“If you failed on something in the other workplace, redo is affective. But in showbiz, you can’t.”
“……”

“This is the thing called ‘parental affection’. When you are one, you’ll understand how it feels.”
“Even though you said that this is parental affection…I cannot…comprehend it.”

 

……Minami.

“…….But I, from the bottom of my heart, I’m treasuring your daughter.”

Even now,
He still cherishes me who is now being stubborn.
Minami… Minami…

“Minami-kun! Please stop!!”

Papa sounded in panic.

…what happened?

 

When I tried to peek from the stair,

Minami is kneeling down in the entranceway.

 

“I beg of you! Even if Atsuko couldn’t give up on the path to be an actress…
Whatever everything turns into…
I will…I will make her in happiness!

And when she succeed as an actress,
that time…

I will be back out myself!!

I beg of you! Dad, Mom!!

Please…
LET ATSUKO SHOW HER DREAM TO ME TOO!!”

 

I can’t bear this anymore.

I ran down the stair
to hug and help Minami to stand up.

“Atsuko…”
“Minami…thank you.”

I lower my head in front of my parents.

“I beg of you. Papa, Mama. I…want to try to be an actress.”

 

“…at this rate, this conversation is on hold. Atsuko and the rest of us, let’s try to calm down and let’s think about this together.”

“……”

“Don’t say that we’re not listening to other party’s side. We have to think a lot of assumptions. It’s your future after all.”

“…yes sir.”

After I responded to Papa,

I met Minami’s eyes.

 

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Chapter 12 – It’s Because I Love You…

Part 3

Minami’s POV

Since that day,

I kept on thinking.

About Atsuko.

 

So she could speak passionately like that, huh?

……no.

Once I had seen her like that too before.

The way she spoke about to be an actress,
it was somehow linked
to the thing that happened after going back from Atami.

~♪

A message?

Oh, it’s from Akkun.

《Minami, Atsuko seems having a hard time.

My parents wouldn’t listen to her dream to be an actress.

And now she’s confining herself in her room.

 

Are you also thinking that it’s impossible for her to be an actress?》

 

I’m making a reply to him

《Sorry, Akkun.

I’m in the opposition side too.

Whatever the circumstance may be, it’s just too reckless.

You can’t be one today after aiming yesterday, right?》

 

Soon, a reply from him came.

《I also think that it’s reckless.

But, don’t you think that it’s weird
if we don’t do anything and let her give up?

It’s her choice in her life, right?》

 

…Atsuko’s life.

 

I remembered our common use suddenly.

 

“Mi~nami

I remember her smile, her voice, her smell, her touch…

 

I don’t want to lose her.

 

Atsuko will work as a teacher in a kindergarten.
And I’ll be a school teacher.
And someday…
We will get married.

Both of us.

Together forever…

 

That’s a dream that I had.

And so did Atsuko.

 

But perhaps,  Atsuko is being
the real Atsuko now.

 

I’m thinking about her.

 

I bet that she feels that she’ll go by herself alone.

 

I can’t hold this anymore.

I’m heading to Maeda’s house.

 

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Chapter 12 – It’s Because I Love You…

Part 2

Atsuko’s POV

I ended up talking nothing with Minami after that.

 

Weekend.

“What are you saying?!”
“…weren’t you saying that you wanted to be a kindergarten teacer?”

“…I thought about that, but…”

“To be an actress…”
“…Papa cannot agree with this.”

…as I thought.

I thought that,

Why does nobody understand me?

But I know this is obvious.

 

But…

This is the first time for me that…I decided what I wanted to do.

 

“…let’s try to be composure and talk about this again later.”

 

In the end,
it didn’t get their permission.

I know that they wouldn’t understand my feeling.

 

But I won’t give up!

If they wouldn’t even listen to me…

 

I’m secluding myself in my room childishly.

 

~♪

A message from Shinoda-senpai.

《How was it? Did your parents give you the permission?

If you don’t mind, I’ll introduce you to my production house office!

And also, the director said……… 》
Sigh…

What should I do now?

 

……Minami.

Minami won’t  love me who is aiming to be an actress.

 

But still…

I couldn’t throw away my dream.

 

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Chapter 12 – It’s Because I Love You…

Part 1

Minami’s POV

“I…want to be an actress.”

The gaze when Atsuko said that,
were so strong.

But still…

“…no, you can’t.”
“…I know, but, I-”
“When you were being an extra, I don’t know what did the director say but…there is a possibility that you are being deceived there, right?”

“…Minami you’re so terrible. You didn’t even meet him once!”

“You see, being an actress, being in the showbiz is…”
“I SAID I KNOW THAT!!”
“……”

“I know that showbiz is not a suitable place for me… I know the truth that it’s a dirty and scary world…”

…Atsuko.

“…but still, I want to be a part of it. This is the first time that I thought I wanted to be a part of movie industry.”
“…and then, what will you do with university?”

“……”

“How about your career plans? What will you say to your parents?”
“…the day after tomorrow, my parents will come here. I’ll talk to them that time.”
“…what will you say?”

This is too ridiculous,
I even laughed scornfully there.

“I’ll say that, I want to be an actress so…I won’t go to junior university.”

 

SLAP!

 

“……! Minami-”

 

I can’t believe that I…
slapped her cheek.

“…just do whatever you want to. But let me say this…”

A tear dropped on her cheek.

“…I can’t support you.”
“So you don’t…love me who is aiming to be an actress?”

 

I do.

Atsuko…

“…no. I don’t.”

More tears are dropping on her cheeks.
And I couldn’t wipe them down now.

“…are you saying that I should throw away my dream?”
“……”
“Answer me! Minami!!”

This became unbearable to me so,

I turned my back on her.

 

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